Day 409

When I woke up today, it was a decent day.  I was happy to text my friend, Christine, to wish her a happy first wedding anniversary to my bub, Andy.  (That's her in the picture.)

But, by the end of the day, my life was changed, and not in a good way.  A pretty flipping terrible way, actually.  An almost year long relationship of growing, loving, laughing, and fun came to an end.  I fought it so hard, but I lost.  I lost a lot today.  I lost a boyfriend, I lost a friend.  I lost his family and his friends.  I lost my optimism and my happiness and my positive outlook on ... everything.