When I woke up today, it was a decent day. I was happy to text my friend, Christine, to wish her a happy first wedding anniversary to my bub, Andy. (That's her in the picture.)
But, by the end of the day, my life was changed, and not in a good way. A pretty flipping terrible way, actually. An almost year long relationship of growing, loving, laughing, and fun came to an end. I fought it so hard, but I lost. I lost a lot today. I lost a boyfriend, I lost a friend. I lost his family and his friends. I lost my optimism and my happiness and my positive outlook on ... everything.